impetuous child

it is strange how adult one can think he is... i was thinking i'm a well thinking person... older than my age maybe...

it turned out i'm just hasting foolish child like worst ones i can see around me...
like the people i feel pity for... or laugh about their acts.. laugh how they cannot see the so clear reality..

thought i'm a high level analyzer..

it turned out to be that i missed one major analytical fact... when u step outside of the circle.. and look... things look so differently...
i thought i'm able to see reality if actions around me.... it turned out that i'm just staying outside the cirlcle... maybe too chicken to get in...

when i finally got inside the circle... i messed things up... violating one of my basic rules so simply.. leading myself into critical situation...

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