defects
i made the wrong decision again... how many times should one makes it wrong before he learns... a quote once said... "if u made something wrong.. u'll learn and won't do it again... and if u made it wrong a second time... u'll do it a third time and a fourth time and so.." what a terrifying idea... one can see his defects... can realize them... but can't get over them... what a helpless poor pathetic person...